i'm addicted to the song "memory" from cats the musical,
very nice song, the video is very touching,
at least that's what i think..
"fly me to the moon" is also nice too..
i think i'll spend spme time watching the whole "cats" sometime later...
wonder when will this be, exam's coming..
haiz, need to study for exams...
then holidays still have lots of events coming,
band leaders workshop, physics remedial, foon yew exchange,
go home, do holiday hw, come back, get screwed...
and the list goes on...

i really miss my childhood days,
so carefree, nothing to worry about,
nothing to care, just play and play...
i especially miss my primary school,
really hope i can go back soon,
if i have any time, that's is...
i still remember most of the events in primary school,
wearing the tie for 6 whole years, (4 years monitor, 2 years prefect)
took part in the singing competition in p3, (mind u, i'm forced to...)
sis teaching me math, introduced me to fraction when i'm p1..
(which she claims that she passes her knowledge to me,
so she cant do math now...)
invited to join the math olympiad class,
where i developed my passion for math...
joined band in p4, (under the "K" class plan),
where i developed my passion for band and music..
the so-called "gangs" in our class,
the "Power" game that i still remember (i'm one of the founders, ok)
the competition between boys and girls (i particularly remember the 成语 1)
going to the math camps (where i first meet CJ and TY,
and ZW too, i still rmb him ok...),
taking the airplane by myself for the first time,
coming to Singapore, taking APMOPS,
interview for scholarship,
UPSR, (which i still dont understand how i obtained the A for malay)
the last children's day,
helping out in the b-ball competitions(skipping all the lessons),
when we used to shout "立正" for crazy after each recess,
(it's very silly when you think about it now)
and all sorts of other things..

thinking about the past brings back good memories,
when we used to jump around everywhere like monkeys,
throwing water balloons to each other etc.
however, although the past might be great,
but we still need to go through the present and future,
they will become part of our memories too soon..
hope i'll get a good memory..

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MEMORY - CATS THE MUSICAL

Midnight
Not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her memory?
She is smiling alone
In the lamplight
The withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan

Memory
All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember the time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again

Every streetlamp
Seems to beat a fatalistic warning
Someone mutters
And the streetlamp gutters
And soon it will be morning

Daylight
I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I musn't give in
When the dawn comes
Tonight will be a memory too
And a new day will begin

Burnt out ends of smoky days
The stale cold smell of morning
The streetlamp dies, another night is over
Another day is dawning

Touch me
It's so easy to leave me
All alone with the memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me
You'll understand what happiness is

Look
A new day has begun

ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 9:26 PM

since i'm invited....

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1. The person who passed you this quiz is
Cheng Jun

2. Your relationship with him/her is...
Friends / roommates

3. Your 5 impressions of him...
a) emo
b) handsome (his head is in GR!)
c) enthu 华岗
d) attention seeker
e) soloist

4. The most memorable thing he has done for you...
maybe not come and emo me...

5. The most memorable words he has said to you...
Chiaky hen!

6. If he becomes your lover, you will...
erm, who knows, maybe i'll go find some anti-emo medicine...

7. If he becomes your lover, things he should improve on...
eat the anti-emo medicine..

8. If he becomes your enemy, you will...
make him emo more often..

9. If he becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
I did something bad? Made him emo forever?

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him now is...
let's not talk about that in public...

11. Your overall impression of him is...
erm, emo guy, and maybe attention seeking?

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
TALL!

13. The characteristics you love about yourself are...
the list is too long....

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are...
it's more about the social side...

15. The most ideal person you want to be is......
hmm, let's see... me?

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them...
thanks?

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you.
Hmm... according to my list of links.
noone actually, but for the sake of the question below...

1. Benjamin
2. Bo Jun
3. Bo Xiang
4. Jiasheng
5. Shanice
6. Ee Lynn
7. Yvonne
8. Zing
9. Tuck
10. Jason

18.Who is no.6(Ee Lynn) having a relationship with at the moment?
nah, dunno, so long never contact liao..

19. Is no.9 (Duck) a male or female?
Animals count? Male i think...

20. If no.7 (Yvonne) and 10(Jason) are together, will it be a good thing?
maybe, yvonne can improve her eng and stuff but, well let's see if she'll accept jason... if they know each other..

21. How about no.8 (Zing) and 5 (Shanice)?
no way! zing is TOO short liao...

22. What is no.2 (Bo Jun) studying?
erm, math,chi,ih..... maybe his trumpet...

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 (Bo Xiang)?
does sms count? 12:45:44 this afternoon

24. What kind of music band does no.8 (zing) like?
strings maybe?

26. Will you woo no.3(Bo Xiang) ?
hmm... maybe...

27. How about no.7 (Yvonne)?
erm, that's a few years before liao, i didnt start it...(we didnt start)

28. Is no.4 (Jiasheng) single ?
maybe, not sure about his private life..

30. What is the hobby of no.4(Jiasheng) ?
what do u call a blind deer?

31. Do no.5(Shanice) and 9(Tuck) get along well?
Maybe, maybe... if they know each other..

32. Where is no.2 (Bo Jun) studying at?
Hwa Chong Institution

33. Say something casually about no.1(Benjamin).
OH HAIZ IZ ME!

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 (Zing)?
Pls wait for a while, i go toilet and puke...

35. Where does no.9 (Tuck) live at ?
HCIBS

36. What colour does no.4(Jiasheng) like ?
What do u call a blind deer?

37. Are no.5(Shanice) and 1(Benjamin) best friends ?
no, they dont even know each other..

38. Does no.7(Yvonne) like no.2 (Bo Jun)?
Probably. If they know each other.

39. How do you get to know no.2(Bo Jun) ?
Band?

40. Does no.1 have any pets (Benjamin)?
no? an-jing? the class pet?

41. Is no.7(Yvonne) the sexiest girl in the world ?
no.. short and simple

42. Do you think its possible if no.4(Jiasheng) and no.5(Shanice) date each other?
ya, 跨国恋爱

43. Say something more about no.6(Ee Lynn) ...
Once the head prefect of Chen Moh..

44. What is your relationship with no.9 (Tuck) ...
there's different perspective to this answer..
band - band mates? gay partners?
class - bench mates? gay partners?
private - friends? gay partners? again? !@#$%^&*()

45. List all the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from.

1. Benjamin - lick hung, HCI
2. Bo Jun - foon yew primary, HCI
3. Bo Xiang - see above..
4. Jiasheng - let's go research, no results yet... PCPS, HCI
5. Shanice - chen moh, WMS
6. Ee Lynn - chen moh, chs
7. Yvonne - sungai way, what do u call a blind deer?
8. Zing - Sekolah !!!!PEREMPUAN!!!! Cina, penang , HCI
9. Tuck - 启智, HCI
10. Jason - some school that bo was in, HCI

46. What would you do if no.10 (Jason)hates you?
happy! then i'll get taken over by one of his mind controlling thingy.. then he'll proceed to TAKE OVER THE WORLD!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA... *cough**cough**cough*

47. Which of the following are in a relationship?with who?
i dunno, but maybe tuck? with me?

48. How did you first meet no.3 (Bo Xiang)?
Band?

49. How would you react if no.3 (Bo Xiang) and no.10 (Jason) are together?
I'll be SOOOOOOO disappointed, so a good senior go to Jason, maybe he's just taken over by Jason's mind controlling thingy *see question no. 46*

50. Last question! What would you do if no.4 (Jiasheng) tells you she(he) is pregnant?
I'll call the circus...

ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 5:41 PM

i'm very hungry....
the weather's quite cold these few days...
i think i caught a flu,
i want to get sick and pon school!!!
school so sian....
haiz.....

Saturday:
Nanjing concert help out,
carry double basses, timpani and a tuba,
then the uncle that drive us there very talkative,
a lot of things to tell us....
me and tuck like "ah.... ok... oh..."
then he's somewhat racist, maybe colorist....
then we went shopping at funan the IT mall...
bought a headphone for $9.90, the cheapest already..
then went back to listen to some solo tenor singing,
no comment....
then carry everything back again...

Sunday:
sent the India Student back to changi,
then somehow we r like, "byebye" and gave them our email...
(i received an email from one of the girls just now...)
then giam was like, "go learn from mr. joseph tan,
he's very experienced at socialising............"
and kept on making some 眼神 telling us to look...
kala commented that we were very nice boys and she liked us,
feel happy?
then she wanted to take cab with us, but we politely declined the offer and go eat mcD...
then went philwinds goes pop,
i waited BX,BJ and ZQ in newton mrt for 1 hr,
bought a cup noodle and start eating, looking very cham there...
so sad leng didnt dance...

note: i'll leave my future post in english for now...
this will be a good news to many?

ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 10:08 PM

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ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 10:37 PM

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gjtiz dpnnfoufe uibu uijt jt fbtz up efdpef,
cvu.. xfmm, uijt jt nfbou up cf fbtz...
bduvbmmz, j ibwf b gfx puifs dpeft jo njoe,
cvu mfu't tff xifo j'mm tubsu up vtf uifn..

uvftebz, mbohvbhf ebz..
xijdi nfbot xf ibwf dij, foh boe nbmbz xjui bttfncmz...
bqqbsfoumz rvbi eje tpnfuijoh up ifs ibjs up nblf ju tusbjhiu,
cvu ju't cbe gps zpvs ibjs pl?
xbju ujmm lpoh gjojti xsjujoh uif bsujdmf,
j'mm tipx ifs tpnf ebz...
xf eje opuijoh evsjoh dijoftf mfttpo,
el cspvhiu vt pvu up cvz tpnf cpplt..
nbmbz uftu sftvmut bsf pvu,
j tdpsfe 81.. bqqbsfoumz opu bt cbe bt j uipvhiu....

bttfncmz, xf ubmlfe bcpvu tpdjbm fujrvfuuf upebz,
ipx up mppl hppe jo gspou pg qqm cbtjdmz..
boe uifo uifsf't PCT csjfgjoh...
uif dptu jt $463..
cvu j uijol NPF xjmm tvctjejft gps vt...
tpnfipx j ibwf uif jnqsfttjpo uibu ju jt b gvo dbnq...
epjoh fydjujoh tuvgg mjlf spdl dmjncjoh...

uifsf't op cbe upebz, tp j'n gffmjoh tvqfs cpsfe..
hje fodpvsbhfe vt up qsbdujtf gps nbsdijoh qjlbdiv,
cvu xfmm, nz qbsu jt opu wfsz ibse,
boe op pof jt uifsf up bddpnqboz nf,
tp fwfo jg j nbef njtublft j xpvmeou lopx...
tp, j efdjefe up dpnf cbdl boe tmbdl..
(bqqbsfoumz b cbe dipjdf)
tp bt j'n cpsfe,
ifsf j bn uzqjoh b cmph qptu...

q/t dpejoh offe up cf epof dbsfgvmmz...

ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 3:56 PM

j'n jo b hppe nppe..
cvu xfmm, mput pg qqm j lopx jt opu..
bqqbsfoumz tpnfuijoh xfou xspoh tpnfxifsf..
zb, uif sfbtpo gps nf up cf jo b hppe nppe upebz:
2. njoe zpvs cpez tfnj gjojti.. (mppl wfsz hppe)
3. gjojti xbudijoh qsjodftt npopoplf uif npwjf po zpvuvcf
(xjui uif hpemz dpoofdujpo jo uif npsojoh, hpof opx uipvhi)
4. j'wf nbobhf up gjojti bmm bttjhonfout cfgpsf temt...
5. bqqbsfoumz uifsf't op 5, 4 jt opu pof upp...

cmphhfst opsnbmmz cmph xifo uifz bsf fnp..
uijt jt tpnfipx usvf..
cmpht bsf b qmbugpsn up fyqsftt zpvs fnpujpo..
b wfsz hppe qmbugpsn upp..
tjodf zpvs gsjfoet ps gbnjmz dbo sfbe ju boe lopx xibu zpv'sf voefshpjoh...
uifz xjmm lopx uibu zpv bsf opu jo b hppe nppe....
boe xjmm usz up bekvtu up zpv ps tpnfuijoh mjlf uibu...

gjtiz hbwf nf uif jotqjsbujpo pg xsjujoh b dpef,
cvu tpnfipx j uijol ju jt opu bqqmjdbcmf jo tpnf xbz
dpt bgufs sfqmbdjoh b xjui c,
xf offe up sfqmbdf c xjui d,
cvu b jt bmsfbez c,
tp sfqmbdjoh c xjui d nfbot b xjmm cf sfqmbdfe cz d upp....
tp if kvtu upme nf uibu j tipvme ep sfwfstf..
pl j dbo ep uijt ofyu ujnf..
opu opx..

bqqbsfoumz ajoh dibohfe ijt cmph tljo,
dpt if sfbmjtfe uibu pomz gjsfgpy dbo pqfo ju..
uifo fhh boopvodfe ijt cmph qvcmjdmz po nz ubhcpbse..
tp...
mfu't tmffq fbsmz...

mbcfmt gps uijt qptu: j epou lopx

ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 10:19 PM

epou btl xiz,
nbzcf j'n jo b hppe nppe?
ps kvtu qmbjo cpsjoh...
bozxbz, uzqjoh uijt jt hpjoh up ublf b mpoh ujnf,
efdpejoh upp, qspcbcmz...
j xpoefs xip xjmm hp boe sfbe uijt qptu..
j'n hfuujoh hppe bu epjoh uijt..
nbzcf bmm nz gvuvsf qptu xjmm cf jo uijt gpsnbu..
lfu't lffq uijt qptu tipsu..

ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 9:48 PM

xpoefsjoh xiz j'n cfjoh tp fnp uijt bgufsoppo..
nbzcf ju't dbvtfe cz uif mpofmjoftt uibu j gbdft uijt bgufsoppo?
(ajoh boe lpoh xfou ipnf, fhh hp ddb)
cvu, ibja, sfbe uispvhi uif fousz..
ju't usvf uipvhi, uijoljoh bcpvu ju xjmm hfu zpv joup b jnnfejbuf efqsfttjoh nppe,
tp mfu't ubml bcpvu puifs tuvgg..

gpvoe b mpu pg fy-dmbttnbuft'/gsjfoet cmpht..
ubhhfe uifn xjui uif obnf ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò,
cvu j cfu op pof xjmm lopx xip j bn..
bozxbz, tqfou nz ujnf uijt bgufsoppo dibohjoh nz xbmmqbqfs..
dpnqmfuf qipuptipq xpsl..
wfsz fbtz up nblf uipvhi, kvtu qvuujoh bmm uif qjdt uphfuifs,
boe.. nbljoh uif "ipmefs" jo uif mfgu, uibu't uif uspvcmftpnf qbsu,
offe up bekvtu bhbjo boe bhbjo up gju bmm uif jdpot..
tp uijt jt uif foe sftvmu..nbzcf zpv dbou tff ju dmfbsmz,
cvu ju't kvtu tpnf qjd pg cboe (nf, ocd uspncpoft, ocd gvmm cboe, tzg 19, uif mphp)
uxp dmbtt qipup (7l boe 2g)
uxp qsfwjpvt xbmmqbqfs (tvqfsopwb boe cmvf esbhpo)
boe qspfe mphp, gbnjmz qipup, uif xbudi uibu j esfx..
xjui ĐĩgХ Íƀøuqò bu uif cpuupn sjhiu dpsofs.. (xjui uif fmfnfout dpmps hsbejfou)
j'n tujmm tfbsdijoh gps qjdt up bee jo uipvhi..

uif xjsfmftt jt jodsfejcmz gbtu dpnqbsfe up zftufsebz..
qpttjcmf sfbtpot:
2. uif tjohbqpsfbo bsf ipnf, tp op dpnqfujujpo..
3. b mpu pg hvzt xfou ipnf, tp op dpnqfujujpo.. (upnpsspx jt tjohbqpsf obujpobm ebz)
4. ct opujdfe uibu b mpu pg qqm dpnqmbjo, tp bekvtufe ju..

ifz, ju't pmznqjd pqfojoh upebz
boe j'n opu joufsftufe up tff ju bu bmm..
zpv dbo ifbs uif qqmt diffsjoh jo ejojoh ibmm gspn nz sppn..
dbo tff uibu uifz bsf wfsz fydjufe, opu nf uipvhi..
j'n tubsujoh up gffm ujsfe..
ju't pomz b:29 opx..
ibja.....


ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 9:02 PM

ju't cffo tpnf ujnf,
uif xjsfmftt sfbmmz tvdl uiftf ebzt...
ifbse gspn cy uibu ct dvu ibmg pg pvs cboexjeui gps uif tfd 4 tjohbqpsfbot..
dvu bcpvu 2111't qfpqmf dpoofdujpo gps 41..
cy tffnt up cf wfsz voibqqz xjui uif ct
(nf upp, bduvbmmz)

uif xpsme bspvoe nf jt sfbmmz dibohjoh..
jo gbdu, fwfszpof jt dibohjoh..
xjmtpo kvtu uvsofe 25 b gfx ebzt bhp..
tpoh tfu vq b cmph..
ajoh boe tpnf uibu j ep opu xjti up obnf cdbnf npsf boe npsf boopzjoh..
kbtpo jt ebpfe cz boh, qfsibqt gps uif sftu pg ijt mjgf..
uif tfd 4t pggjdjbmmz uppl pwfs..
uif cjh 5 boe cy xfou up kbqbo..
boe fud fud..

j'wf cffo uijoljoh uispvhi b mpu uiftf ebzt..
opu pof pg nz gsjfoet sfbmmz tffn up voefstuboe nf, opu jo boz xbz..
j ibwf b cvodi pg hsfbu qfstpo up cf nz gsjfoet,
bnpoh uifn, uifsf't pof ps uxp uibu ibwf b wfsz hppe sfmbujpotijq xjui nf,
cvu opof pg uifn dbo sfbmmz voefstuboe nf xfmm fopvhi..
ju't opu uifjs gbvmu uipvhi, uif qspcmfn mjft xjuijo nztfmg,
j dbou sfbmmz ufmm fwfszpof xibu j sfbmmz gffm, xibu't nz usvf gffmjoht bsf...
j'n pof uibu xjmm lffq fwfszuijoh jo nz ifbsu,
j gbdf bmm nz qspcmfnt cz nztfmg..
j sbsfmz ps tjnqmz epou tipx xibu j usvmz gffm up puifs qfpqmf,
opu fwfo up nz gbnjmz..
ipxfwfs, j'n dpotjefsfe mvdlz up ibwf b gbnjmz uibu tpsu pg lopx xibu j'n uijoljoh..
tpnfxibu tff uispvhi nz fnpujpot..
voefstuboe xibu j xbou..
tvqqpsu xibu j ep..
uifz bsf uif qfpqmf uibu j lopx j dbo sfbmmz sfmz po..
opuijoh dbo dibohf uijt gbdu..

b gfx ebzt bhp, boh upme nf j ibwf uif sjhiu up cf bohsz..
cvu uif usvui jt, j epou gffm ju bu bmm..
j'n opu mjlf tpoh uibu xjmm fyqsftt ijt voibqqjoftt bmnptu gps fwfszuijoh,
j'n upp vtfe up cf "gsjfoemz"..
tpoh upme boh uibu evsjoh uijt uxp zfbst,
if ofwfs tbx nf cfjoh bohsz cgpsf,
jg zft, pomz qsfufoejoh up cf..
cvu op pof lopxt uibu j dbo cf wfsz wfsz gjfsdf bu ujnft..
jg zpv nbobhf up qjtt nf pgg up uif fyufou uibu j dbou ublf ju boznpsf,
dpohsbuvmbujpot, xf xpou cf tffjoh ps ubmljoh up fbdi puifs boznpsf..
ipxfwfs, j ibwf dpnqmfuf op jefb xibu xjmm sftvmu jo uibu,
cfjoh tvsqsfttfe "bohsz" gffmjoh gps tvdi b mpoh ujnf,
uijt gffmjoh, jg ju tvsgbdf, xjmm gbef bxbz wfsz rvjdlmz..
j xjmm pomz cf bohsz xjui nz tjt jo tpnf ujnft,
cvu uijt jt fybdumz xibu uibu nblf ifs voefstuboe nf rvjdl xfmm..

j'mm kvtu ibwf up xbju qbujfoumz gps tpnfpof up bqqfbs,
tpnfpof uibu j dbo usvtu xjui nz xipmf ifbsu,
cvu j epvcu uibu uijt qfstpo xjmm dbpnf..

ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 3:01 PM

xfmm, j'n gffmjoh ijhi!
xiz? cfdbvtf j uijol j lopx uif opuft boe sizuin gps nbsdijoh qjlbdiv!
j dbo tjoh bmpoh xjui uif sfdpsejoh!
mpplt mjlf j'n upp 夸张....
nz iboe jt bdijoh opx gps ipmejoh uif qipof cftjef nz fbst gps upp mpoh

bozxbz,
j kvtu vqmpbefe uif mju bttjhonfou up uif jwmf
uif pof bcpvu uif nbkps fwfou jo fnfsbme ijmm..
uibu nblft nf pof mftt ipnfxpsl up cf epof cfgpsf uif temt upebz,
j joufoefe up vtf ju gps uif ijg upnpsspx..
nvtu nvh nvh nvh!!!

inn, xpsl mfgu up cf epof:
jt bdf - up cf tvcnjuufe cz upnpsspx (epof, xjui xsjuf-vq mfgu up xsjuf)
foh tqffdi - up cf tvcnjuufe cz upnpsspx (fsn, j tujmm ibwfou tubsufe.. zfu)
foh ofxtmfuufs - uxp xfflt ujnf (bu mfbtu uif dpwfs qbhf jt jo qsphftt, j'n ibqqz xjui uif ufbn)
nbui bttjhonfou - op-fzf-efbs (tp cfuufs tubsu epjoh btbq)

bt vtvbm, ajoh tbje uibu if xboufe up gjojti ijt ix cfgpsf qmbzjoh,
cvu xfmm, if't tjuujoh uifsf mppljoh bu tpoh qmbzjoh,
fggfdujwfmz jhopsjoh ijt ix..
xpoefs tipvme j btl ijn gps uif tpvsdft pg uif qjduvsft uibu xf vtfe gps jt..
uijol uibu uijt xjmm nblf ijn cbdl up epjoh ix,
tp.. mfu't ep nbui boe ebp ajoh gps uif nfbo ujnf..
ififi

ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 11:17 AM