Monday, January 26, 2009
happy new year
the lunar one...
ten days to my birthday,
the lunar one...


ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 11:01 PM


Wednesday, January 21, 2009
pressure
ok, i've decided to use my precious after SDLS time for blogging for today...
i'll be talking about pressure and the effects it had on me,
something that i had known for a long time,
but never talked about it...
the reason is well, i've been through the so-called executing ground for today...

maybe some of you will know,
i cant take a certain kind of pressure...
pressure have a very negative impact on me,
small pressures too...
it is rather natural to feel nervous when pressurized,
but that's exactly what makes pressure bad to me...
when going nervous,
i will display the symptoms below:
dry throat, as in my throat will go super dry...
tingling stomach, erm you know butterflies?
hanged mind, stop functioning properly...
when this happened, die, performance drop...
the effect will remain for some time even after the pressure is over...
like what i had told bx,
my brain stopped functioning properly even until 830pm,
it only started again when i was doing math...

actually, the worst type of pressure that will come to me is during interview sessions...
like you know, interview and auditions type?
when i'm answering questions and doing something by myself,
alone....
well, not even a one to one,
the effect will still be the same...
i work a lot more better in teams/ groups...

so the conclusion is:
if you want me to perform well,
or maybe relatively better,
DONT pressurise me...


ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 10:04 PM


Monday, January 19, 2009
title-less
the title's rather contradicting eh?
it's been a week,
well,
nothing much happened....
let me think...
oh ya,
the case of global cooling is getting rather serious,
maybe because of the cooling effect,
there's no rain these days...

echo scan is totally cool,
it's like i can see my heart alive in front of me,
beating according to rhythm...
well, the cost is rather expensive though....
luckily the blue gel thingy didnt left a stain on my school u,
if not i have nothing left to wear...

hall a piloted a new system:
daily hygiene checking...
just wonder if it's effective...

ponyo is seriouly an addictive song,
was getting well with classmates...
love my to do list...


ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 11:20 PM


Monday, January 12, 2009
to clarify...
erm,
not so much of emo zi pai la,
it's just how i look when i'm not smiling,
as in looking serious...

anyway,
the fauxhawk that i'm talking about:
it became my default hairstyle now,
i need to wash my hair before i can change it,
which is exactly what i did this morning,
since it's stuck at that shape...

now now,
more about today...
monday the language day...
i wrote some 私函 about 禁烟区,
been doing mindmaps for english,
and well maths is still all about maths...
smtp session went on today,
about writing proposals...

manage to sneak sometime to attend the trials today,
found a quite zai sec1 that's good with buzzing,
and can reach 6 1/2 position on the trombone...
he's quite good on other instrus too...

malay was fun,
not going to elaborate on what that means...


ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 10:03 PM


Sunday, January 11, 2009
ponyo, ponyo, ponyo
went to watch ponyo with bx and caleb after band yesterday,
nice movie,
nice music...
heard that it's going to be hayao miyazaki's last movie,
well, i like his movies...
band was ok, i improved on o2...
we went to accent before the movie,
to buy some mpcs and cases,
love my new brand new mpc...

i think i'm being rather self-obsessed lately...
since i'm not as busy as i should be,
let's post some pics...
give some comments eh...
(sylvia, you too, tag...)

firstly, it's my hair...
now look, my hair has the natural right curve,
so it'll appear spiky if i comb it to the left...
compare:

the natural hairstylecomb-it-to-the-left hairstyle

well, what do you think?
i dunno, but some guys say they prefer the fauxhawk...
anyway,
i found a shirt combo that i think looks quite nice...
note: ignore the shoes...
and yes, i'm playing with my cam...


ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 4:48 PM


Thursday, January 8, 2009
just a short one...
sorry guys (and girls) for not updating,
well, blogging doesnt seems like a good way to express myself now...
there were some incidents that i do not wish to happen happened...
i'll try to do other stuffs if i can...
moreover, i'm sure that the workload would get heavier,
so... i'm a rather busy person eih...
oh, i'm in waves, optics and sounds for physics module...
cse this year dont travel alot,
and the finale is postponed...
band is more important for the time being,
syf is coming leh...
erm, managed to finish compre,
now left with a 800 words essay that i still have no idea what to write about...
i'll definitely update less often nowadays,
so... till then...


ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 6:19 PM


Friday, January 2, 2009
first day of school...
i seriously wonder why they want scool to start at 2/1,
what a bad day to choose,
especially when tomorrow is saturday...

anyway, as the title told you,
it's the not-so-official start of school..
week 0!!!!
it''s a super extra day that's set aside for consortium day...
erm.. CSE have orientation lo..
the damn slack one...
we had the dunno wat tresure hunt that no one was playing...
ok la, leave it aside,
i'll talk about band...
so today the sec ones march in,
and we are suppose to play anchors aweigh repeatedly,
and then the sec ones walk very slowly,
the mc screwed up,
even the one giving command screwed up,
so it was like, erm...
we played it for at least 10 times,
10 mins, a bit not tiring...

we had sectionals for band today,
and i'm still trying to figure out rhythm for overture no.2,
not to mention that low low notes...

i still miss orientation days,
like wat hanxin said,
it's best if we are having orientation for everyday...
(note: the boarding school one....)


ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 9:04 PM


Thursday, January 1, 2009
Happy New Year!
just a post before this day ends...
school reopens tomorrow...
the wireless screwedup,
that's why i'm in the comp room now...
it's populated with sec1s..

note: i'm going to privatise this blog if something happen..


ĐĩfХ Íƀøtpò @ 9:37 PM


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Chew Hanson
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