ok, i've decided to use my precious after SDLS time for blogging for today...
i'll be talking about pressure and the effects it had on me,
something that i had known for a long time,
but never talked about it...
the reason is well, i've been through the so-called executing ground for today...
maybe some of you will know,
i cant take a certain kind of pressure...
pressure have a very negative impact on me,
small pressures too...
it is rather natural to feel nervous when pressurized,
but that's exactly what makes pressure bad to me...
when going nervous,
i will display the symptoms below:
dry throat, as in my throat will go super dry...
tingling stomach, erm you know butterflies?
hanged mind, stop functioning properly...
when this happened, die, performance drop...
the effect will remain for some time even after the pressure is over...
like what i had told bx,
my brain stopped functioning properly even until 830pm,
it only started again when i was doing math...
actually, the worst type of pressure that will come to me is during interview sessions...
like you know, interview and auditions type?
when i'm answering questions and doing something by myself,
alone....
well, not even a one to one,
the effect will still be the same...
i work a lot more better in teams/ groups...
so the conclusion is:
if you want me to perform well,
or maybe relatively better,
DONT pressurise me...